encrypted batfam text

[overlyprecocious]

Dick and I are joining the Alliance. if anyone needs to know.

Comments

Private

[reneger]

but i was robin
so was dick
and steph
damian
duke, too, even if he wasn't one of b's

if you wouldn't tolerate the shit you did happening to the rest of us, it's not okay

[mostdangerousbird]

Because you’ve all been through enough already!

And before you say it, I’m better at handling it.

[reneger]

no you're not
you just think you're better at hiding it

[mostdangerousbird]

IT WAS NOT A BIG DEAL. Nobody laid a hand on me at the hospital.

[reneger]

"You haven’t been traumatized until you’ve been hit on by a male doctor while stealing records dressed as a female intern."
"I thought I was the only one bothered."
"everyone who made me uncomfortable before I turned 18."

you want me to start wording all the shit that's ever bothered me like it's a joke and see how long it takes before you start getting pissed about it?

[mostdangerousbird]

Stop twisting everything around. You taking control of my narrative isn’t making any of it better.

If you want to help, give Tim the talk with a double helping of consent and agency. That accomplishes something, maybe.

[reneger]

you're trying to get me to back off by making me feel shitty for repeating the same crap you said back at you

and redirecting me elsewhere because it's fine when it's you, but it's apparently not fine when it's you but several years younger

i may not be tim drake, boy genius, but i'm not a fucking idiot

[mostdangerousbird]

The problem is you’re not an idiot.

I’m staying at the Belfry for awhile. But you knew that.

[reneger]

yeah, because avoiding seeing me in person is doing you so many favors

[reneger]

you know, i can't really relate to the whole getting hit on by a male doctor thinking i was an intern bit
given i'm pretty sure i spent most of being sixteen on the streets of gotham right under bruce's nose without anyone fucking finding me
or
you know
getting thrown into a lazarus pit, macked on by talia al ghul, then thrown into the goddamn ocean
really depends on the timing, fuck if i can remember
must be the brain damage

[reneger]

guess i should give up and give most fucked up mission up to you, huh

[reneger]

given my robin years weren't nearly as entertaining and all
probably helps that i only had a couple years as opposed to your, what, twice over that?

5/5

[reneger]

guess you could technically count bruce dropping me off at a boys home meant to use kids as cannon fodder as a fun undercover mission
i ever mention the salt guns?

1/?

[mostdangerousbird]

I didn’t say what’s happened to you isn’t fucked up. It is. That’s why I said I’d care if it was the other way around.

[mostdangerousbird]

It’s not a competition. Fuck. That would be messed up.

[mostdangerousbird]

More messed up.

[mostdangerousbird]

I don’t like talking about things. So the kindest thing I can do for someone is to let them avoid talking about it. If you want to talk, I’ll listen.

[mostdangerousbird]

But I’ll never get the lid back on if I take it off. And I don’t know how to talk about singular instances because they've congealed and I’m not dragging other people down with me.

6/6

[mostdangerousbird]

But if I remember this, I’m ruining Talia’s life. Why can’t the al Ghuls leave us alone?

[reneger]

i don't like talking about stuff
but you don't get to downplay your own bullshit if i don't get to downplay mine

[mostdangerousbird]

Internalizing isn’t downplaying. I’m doing the best that I can with an entire carnival of issues that I don’t have answers or armor for. You can’t fix that. I can’t fix that. They’re going to happen again, and the only consolation is that I won’t remember now.

[reneger]

you still want to spar?

( he's not saying tim has a point because jason'd argue he--doesn't. turning shit into jokes is a crappy coping method, even if it's one jason utilizes often. he never said he had good ones, he's just. you know. discouraging tim from having equally shitty ones.

violence is clearly better. )

[mostdangerousbird]

[ No. he’s going to get his ass handed to him. ]

Yeah.

[reneger]

are you going to come my way, or do i need to break into the belfry

[mostdangerousbird]

Please don’t break into the Belfry. We already had an unexpected friendly infiltration and I think Dick will fire me as tech guy if someone else busts in.

I’ll come there.